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Chloe Ferry has spoken about how she will "never be happy" with the way she looks following her ongoing battle with body dysmorphia.
The Celebs Go Virtual Dating star revealed in an exclusive chat with OK! Online that she recently "broke down" during a session with her personal trainer and couldn't go on because she "felt ugly".
Chloe, 24, who is a successful businesswoman alongside her reality TV career, confessed that it was a daily battle and something she just tries to "deal with".
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The Geordie Shore star, who is starring alongside Pete Wicks, Levi Davis and Shaughna Phillips in the latest round of Celebs Go Virtual Dating, explained that despite looking good on Instagram it wasn't always the case behind the scenes.
"I’m never going to have a happy feeling, because you know I’ve lost two stone and I still get people saying “I’m fat” and it’s crazy.
"No one will ever be happy for you, I have body dysmorphia and when I look in the mirror I still feel fat. Some days I will think I look good and some days I will think I look disgusting," she explained.
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Recalling the difficult moment during a workout Chloe continued: "I had a breakdown last week with my PT. I said “Oh my god I don’t feel good at all”, I had to leave the session so early because I felt so ugly."
Chloe, who recently said that she gets vicious abuse from online trolls, added of coping on social media: "The thing is, with Instagram it’s a very fake place and you only see people being happy on there.
"People won’t know that I am like that, or I might look like I love myself in the mirror but I really don’t. I’ve never really been happy with the way I look."
Chloe, who split from her ex-boyfriend Sam Gowland earlier this year, said she felt nerves ahead of her first date since the break-up.
"It’s my first time dating since my last relationship and my first date was really scary since my ex. I’m kind of used to it now and I can’t wait to go on loads of dates!" she added.
The reality star, who recently finished renovating her stunning home during lockdown and is set to date both men and women on Celebs Go Virtual Dating, isn't planning on settling down soon.
"No god no, I'm not [ready to settle down] yet! I just want to have a bit of fun to be honest, I’ve not been single in three years!"
As well as her own salon, a house and plenty of clothing collections, next on Chloe's agenda is to build her own home.
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Starting a property empire is high on the 24 year old's life goals, as she shared with OK!: "I am planning on building my own house in the next year."
She's going to rent the one she's in now and go down the property route and said she had grand plans for her next build: "I think I want a pool in my next one!"
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